The Last Day of Finals (also known as the Apocalypse)

As I sit here and study for my last exam of my freshman year, I can't help but distract myself with reveries of irrationalism and folly. All this work just to gain knowledge for a test? Of course not! But then why do I look forward to relishing in losing and not using it this summer? I don't know, and, frankly, I don't care. I will continue to study and learn and take tests even if I don't know why I should. ...I guess because I have nothing else better to do.