Grandma H: You'll be a man before your mother yet.
Grandpa K: A day late and a dollar short.
Tralfamadorians: So it goes.

Confusion is Next/Kill Yr. Idols

I hate being confused. Normally if/when I get confused I just stop thinking about whatever it is that is confusing me. Lately I haven't been able to do that. It has reached into my sleep. I can't control my dreams. On the surface it isn't confusing, in fact, it is very attractive. I can't tell anyone. I'm afraid of them; I'm afraid of losing it. I never was one to throw something away. I have no problem accumulating tons of worthless junk, but I'm afraid of obtaining one worthful person. Maybe I'm afraid of being responsible for her feelings/happiness. Worthless junk has no feelings. I feel it, and my feelings don't matter.

grandma got mad when she found
cigar ashes in the freezer

My parents and my grandparents are coming up to see me next saturday, it should be a lot of fun...

Post-Homecoming Stream

wondering and wanting all of nothing exactly the sun blocked bloodshot eyes mercy death wandering longing listening laughing real/unreal world memories mine not mine pulse won't stop sleep grind escape apathy night becomes morning spinning revolve pretending longing shut eyes plucked burning open found escape faster not lost finding falling failing slipping away

Over Break

I got stranded on a desert isle, Gilligan style.

Made Me Laugh

Today I saw a freshman standing in the rain under a maple tree with his hands in the pockets of his Dockers. He was looking up into the rain at the golden leaves all-romantic-like, when a housekeeper walking by, huddled under her umbrella, blurted out; "If you're standin' there to keep from gettin' wet it ain't gonna work." The freshman looked over at her quickly, blushing, of course, and said rather curtly, "I know." He then turned back to his leaves and rain, and the woman laughed at him. I, on the other hand, was polite enough to hold it in until I was out of earshot.

ok, I've been holding back on this for too long. My blog has the coolest advertisments,
Yesterday it was, The Ultimate Diaper Changing Table
...that's right Ultimate...
This morning it was The Umbrella Hat and 1,000 Novelties
...The Umbrella Hat...AWESOME
and now the advertisment is for Mini Lollipop Girls
...mini lollipop girls???...hey, wait a minute...